I work, to earn, - to sustain the lifestyle I always wanted. What's with the future if you can't enjoy your present? "If you die today !there is no sense to regret anyway", hahaha, but at least you are enjoying. SO what if I am not rich? So what if I don't have a car? So what if I don't live in a luxurious way? I will always be proud that someone like me who can't afford to travel makes her own way to live her passion .. hahahaha. whatever!
PUSH THE "YOLO" you only leave once ;) PUSHING HAPPINESS, PUSHING OUTDOOR
First hiking shoes.
Why do I always carry my BACKPACK.
Bakit pa nauso?
Yes, I am a bit scared to date with someone and ask to hold my hand. Why? because I thought it's embarrassing to let them touch my rough palm! hahah but now, its no sense to me at all!, the hell I care. with my hands,!
I'm afraid of holding hands while walking with someone I love, literally, with my boyfriend because I really don't know how to react and handle the situation if he release his hand from holding me if he see another girl better than me! "hahahahahah.. isn't stupid? I just remember my X boyfriend when he let go of my hands because he saw his friends "GIRLS" coming to us! that was ouch!! and I was about to explode, my mood changed into a ninja assassin! I asked him why did he do that, why did he let go my hands! and he answered me that he didn't noticed it, and he didn't mean to do it! and I was WTF!! Did I took it in a wrong way! so I was just overreacting, It was just a misconception!??
Since then realized how observant I am.. hahah.. I see every malicious act, choz! just kidding! So hangang kailan ako praning? hangang kailan ko iisipin na laging ganito ang magyayari? hahahah..
When my frustration running over my head, too much to think and worries over load, when I choose to ignore everything going on around me, when I want to escape reality ,Music sometimes is the only cure, to relax and to feel that everything will be fine eventually. When I dont wanna hear any voice, sermons, my mistakes, any corrections, Music flowing through my headphone is the only solution. When I want to focus on something, when I only want is to feel my heartbeat, music makes me feel free.
"Constant Change"JOSE MARI CHAN
A NEW MODE!
"This guy is definitely interested, but doesn't necessarily know if this relationship is built to last which is why he can seem wishy-washy at times. Now, don't go taking that personally - some guys just need time to process things their own way.
Here is the thing, You know what is hard qoing somewhere that you barely know or you are not sure if what is with that place? Of course going alone, I'm not that tough girl, I got frightened and that is part of being human, but what makes me diff. is that I choose courage over my fear to explore more, to see what is above, behind and under of everything , I always wanted to try diff. things. (I wonder how my parents created me. haha) I am not contented of what is just being displayed (talking about nature), and they might think it in a wrong way ( like I do not care with my group, Im just thinking about myself, or...) actually I am not forcing them to do things that I wanna do, I just want them to try and fail than not trying at all. READ MORE?